I would like to apologize for my status update, I honestly didn't think so many people would read and the concern that would cause. I forget people do actually read what I write. I realize I shouldn't have vented like that, and I'm sorry if I made people question if they had hurt me, it's not any one person, it's just a pile up of minor unintentional hurts. Family, friends, strangers, life stuff that just happens - it's no one's fault, and sometimes that makes it worse because you can't confront people over it because you feel stupid for feeling hurt because of something that was out of their control. Logically I know all the reasons are things are happening, but I can't stop the emotional side of me feeling let down, hurt, or betrayed. Again, it's no one person's fault, and I'm sorry I've worried people, or made people wonder if they've hurt me somehow, I appreciate everyone who responded and checked in on me. I am okay. I will be okay, I just feel cruddy right now. It's been a hard